Had d best sunday yesterday! my hubby finally gave in to my requests and spent the entire day with me, leaving his biker gang friends and WORK! he loves working, he can work every single day of the year and on every national holiday.. of ofcourse its a different thing when India is playing some real imp match. that day cricket is even more imp than going to the loo… !! men oh’ men !
Yes, so the change seeped in and we managed to spend a quality time together, a single day together and he made it up for all the holidays he was working in the last couple of weeks.
A change has seeped into my blog dashboard too…. slowly n steadily.. many a fashion blogger sites are being un-followed and many other non-fashion links are being followed. the reason being..? i m changing and so are my interests. i have never been steady about my fav color since childhood, chuck even the topic of what my fav blogger category is ! even my fav food changes with time. gone are those days of pizza and chocolate shakes… i even hate the sight of them today!
my interests keeps on changing, and that makes me re-think whether i have changed too? hell YES! but it better be a change for good rather than worse.
Before i got married i was an impatient cheezy romantic who often got irritated… like 5 times a week! hahaha…
and now? i dont even remember the last time i got irritated or angry or impatient. i guess this happens with everyone… with a change in the environ you live in, with a change with your lifestyle and responsibilities the change is evident and often remarkable.
My husband loves the change in me and is proud of the way i have always proved (even when i didnt have to) what a wonderful wife n D-I-L i am.
He praises me a lot and o yes, he better do that. only a woman knows what all she has to go through the whole day for being the best homemaker.
I even think a lot if these changes are not ruining me as a person but building up a better image.
A recent incident had hurt me a lot when i went aboard doing something extra special for some people and helping them like no one did. i received the praises and i was happy for a while until i got to know behind the curtain; the scene is somewhat different. they often criticize me for being modern and different from their cow like silent n stupid daughters. for a moment i was taken aback…
I know who i am and that shall not change. let my choices of food n beverage or fashion or reading interests change with time but i shall never change myself from who i really am ! whether the world likes it or not…
And a new change has just seeped in… i no more love those people, i no more care more than a pin drop point for what they feel. they have earned it and this is what i shall give them!
I am happy with the family i have. and i need no one to tell me what i should be. PERIOD !
P.S loved the recent flick ‘ek main aur ek tu’ , i too want some lace tee’s now…